I was suppose to go see my endocrinologist a couple of months ago. No fault of my doctor, but the place he used to practice shut down. With no notice! Diabetes America, no more!
Because there was some lapse in time between Diabetes America unexpectedly closing down and Dr. Mora opening up in a new spot, I haven’t been in to get my A1c checked since December.
I figured it would be pretty good because I have a Dexcom, so I have that information available. But the last month has been pretty challenging because we were out of town during the entire month of June. We were eating out more than usual, and at places that I didn’t know how long the wait time was, so my insulin doses were often “off”, and my blood sugars suffered because of it. I saw way more spikes than I like to, or than I normally do.
As I drove to my appointment yesterday, I said a little prayer hoping that this new place Dr. Mora is practicing out of will have the “finger stick method” rather than the from the “vein method” for my lab work. It’s ridiculous that I’m so squeamish with veins, but I am. I could never be an intravenous drug user- I would never be tempted to shoot drugs up for sure! So, that’s a bonus. Anyway… Praise Hallelujah!!! It was just a finger prick.
But even more Praise Hallelujah than that- My A1c came back lower than ever. 5.5%. So even though the last month has been a challenge, I worked hard enough that it didn’t screw things up.
I hadn’t checked the Dexcom Clarity app lately, but I did check after I got my lab results back from my doctor yesterday. Although Clarity no longer gives a predicted A1c, it does tell your blood sugar average over a 90 day period (which is essentially what the A1c result refers to), and mine was 115. According to the chart below, my A1c should be 5.4% based on that… That’s pretty close! And I’m very happy. And proud! My OCD behaviors are paying off.
As I drove to my appointment, besides saying my prayers about the blood draw via finger prick, I also mulled over my excuses I would give to Dr. Mora in case my A1C was higher than it had been at my last appointment. It’s funny that I feel I owe him excuses. As if I’m being graded and my lab tests are something I either did or didn’t study for. As if it’s him I’m trying to impress. But I think it’s a common patient behavior. I know I’m not alone in this.
I’m not quite sure if the last month’s blood sugar average has more impact than the previous two months on the A1C, so I was a bit worried. I was going to tell my doctor, “Traveling gave me an added challenge.” Paired up with, “Also, I’m a woman of a certain age, and I’m sort of going through “puberty” and it’s messing with my blood sugars.” I will always have an excuse, because life always throws us little challenges, and sometimes big challenges. But, we keep plugging away, and we keep trying our best. And sometimes, you end up rewarded for all that trying. And this time, I was definitely rewarded!
And that’s the greatest motivation for me to keep trying my best. Not for my doctor. But for me.